Introversion pt. 2

Is this rambling, is this bitter, is this the sound of death? Vicious circle where control is lost and helplessness is all you feel despite the ability to sit up, or get up, or walk. I need a friend to talk to. Vicious circle where control is lost and helplessness is all you feel despite the ability to sit up, or get up, to walk. See you later.

please deliver me
because I am too lazy to get up
I don't know if I have enough
for tip
but you'll get by right?

And it's not my fault
that I am a crutch
on the small truth
the will'll be cancelled out

Intoversion pt.1

As I slip awkwardly into this conversation, I think of how everyone seems to flow into their lesson and I follow with step-by-step accuracy, following so close and there is no remorse from us. This is one of the things that makes me want to start again, and new years' resolutions make more sense to me now. As if they didnt before. It's kind of true that we can ignore our bodies so long as we look forward, but when I surround myself with the wrong people, I'm forced to look down and back even. The shutting off of your door could very easily be from seeing that from your point of view, I am outweighed with responsibility that anyone attempting to lift it would be a waste of time.



There's a lot of time left